Wednesday, January 29, 2014

BRIDE FOR RENT-nakakakilig!

It's been a long time when Maica, Zia Jackie, Zia  Mely and I to go out and have a time to bond with each other.






So after the wedding, we decided to go out and go to SM North and Trinoma, which we watched a very entertaining, surprising, amazing movie- Bride for Rent starring the KimXi loveteam- Kim Chui and Xian Lim.


The movie was a romance-comedy movie, and it was very entertaining we the four ladies can't stop laughing and we really enjoy the show.


nakakakilig talaga! it is the best movie date with your love ones like us, my cousins and I really had a good time inside the cinema.


Maica at the end want to watch again the movie but we have curfew time that time.

we also want to go to the Circle just to have fun with each other, but we need to go home.

That's why next time we will make sure that we spend together equally and we will enjoy.


Coz we girls just wanna have fun! :)


Best Day ever (Thine-Dhen)

Every people has their best day ever in their life.











January 28, 2014 was the best day ever between my sister ate Thine and kuya Dennis.

They take a vow at the Saint Peter Parish Church at Commonwealth, Quezon City.

The said event was amazing. And that's like are reunion too.

Because my mommy Baket wa ther, my Father was there and some of my tito's, Tita's and cousins are all present on that big day. And of course the parents of the groom, friends and siblings are also present.


Their best day ever where all started at the church and after that, we procede to the reception of the wedding which is at Alexander III along Quezon City hall.

The reception was good, the buffet where there to full on out hubgry tummies, and the photo booth was also there that I think that was the part we enjoyed a lot with my cousins because we are addicted in taking pictures everywhere, anywhere.

And the event more became happy when some of the bride's and groom's friends are there, and also some of our cousins, especially because our cousins from Italy are also there, and her daughter Maica.

I can't believe that the kid that I was just taking care when I was in Elementary is taller now than me. Hahaha!

However, I am so glad that she's still know me and we're still close to each other even if we haven't seen for how many years.

In the end, the party was so amazing and we are all happy for ate Thine and kuya Dennis.


After that we came home and everyone was sharing/talking about something just like the whole family did.

When I was your girl




I was too naïve to realize that I should've trust you,
I shouldn't have let go of your soft hand,
I should've held your hand like I was proud that you're mine.
I should've made time for you, for us.
I shouldn't afraid to express my feelings for you,
I should've told you how much I loved you.
I should've chosen you instead of my stupid pride, instead of doubt, instead of fear.
  
although it will hurt like hell,
I should tell you now that it was my mistake.
I know its late already but I'm sorry...
For everything...

I should've loved you the way you loved me when I was a girl.

THAT'S WHEN SOMETHING WONDERFUL HAPPENNED

They call it beauty pageant 
-thats when something wonderful happened 




Yes, its my 3rd time to join this kind of contest, nung una gusto ko lang naman subukang rumampa sa harap ng maraming tao and unexpected I got the title as Ms. Intramurals 2010 sa school lang naman yun.

Tapos after 2 years I'd tried again because people around me convinced me to joined MS. San antonino sa barangay na namin un and I said sige last na 'to di ko naman gustong sumali pero ginusto ko na din for the 2nd time and I bring home the bacon for the second time.

Last april 18 2013 I joined another beauty contest actually ayaw ko na talaga sana kasi inisip ko pano if matatalo lang ako nakakahiya, pero dahil nanalo na ako ng dalawang beses at dahil para un sa simbahan namin nag sige parin ako ung church naman na kasi ung tumawag kaya naisip ko its time para naman gawin ko ang isang bagay para sa church, and I'm so grateful coz God given me a chance to get the title.

I cried before and after MC's announced the winner why? Kasi akala ko talo na ako bumaba
ako sa stage at umiyak (aaminin kong hindi ko na naisip ang salitang sportmanship at that night) pero after a few minutes bumalik ako sa stage and they start to announced the winners. At last, I heard my name, hindi ko alam kong anong gagawin ko, yes, I get emotional at that night tears down on my face maybe bcoz I expect nothing but to loose. I dint expect to win. 

 Basta umiyak nalang ako kasi GOD was so great!, alam ko naman sa sarili ko na hindi ako pang beauty queen not like other beauty queen winners who are tall, with a perfect body shape, skinny skin. Pero see everytime I joined beauty pageant I always bring homer the bacon, (excuse me, walang luto o daya yan) nakapag outside the barangay na nga ako eh!.


 Nakakatuwa lang kasi I erxpect nothing, minsan nga sinasabi ko sa sarili kong worthless ako, binababa ko rin ang tingin ko sa sarili ko para bang wala akong lugar, wala akong tiwala sa sarili ko, pero after everything, I win this kind of contest, nabubuhayan ako, ang mahalaga lang talaga BELIEVE in yourself, feeling ko nga talaga wala akong lugar sa pageant na yan but everytime I see my sashes, my trophies, my certificates nakakagaan ng pakiramdam kaya ko palang gawin ang mga bagay na ang alam ko'y di ko kaya, kaya ko rin palang abutin ang mga kayang abutin ng mga iba, may lugar din pala ako sa lugar na ito, all u have to do is to have a determination, a willingness, a self confidence, believe in your self and of course believe in GOD ALMIGHTY!.

WHAT’S MORE ON ISABELA?

Isabela province is magnificently exceptional.

There are a lot of beautiful places which are undiscovered, but Isabelinos are really doing their best to make it beautiful and to attract more tourists.

In Isabela you can see the beauty of Magat Dam, its color blue and clean environment will show you here.






Its home to the world’s largest butaka (chair with long arm rests).








And one of the best place I go where the Sta. Victoria Cave and Falls, where you can explore the whole cave by stages by stages it makes harder and more challenge you
to get inside the cave. 












And the water of the falls where very clear and cold, it relaxes your body whenever you go and take a bath here.

There are also a lot of adventure place that will sure you to enjoy, really enjoy!.

Next is the;
The raw appeal of Divilican is what draws fearless travelers. Tucked in the wilderness of this enormous province. Fueled generators are the source of power. Undeveloped Dicatian Lake is a crocodile sanctuary that The Mabuwaya Organization releases young hatchlings into. But Divilican’s most remarkable gem is the Dumagats – the indigenous group of the municipality’s original settlers. The dark-skinned, curly-haired Dumagats are semi-nomadic, living off of fishing and hunting. You can meet these modest and kind people at Dicatian Mangrove Forest.
Up north of Divilican is another sleepy town – Maconacan. This is where the Dumagats are really based. You can usually catch them fishing at the Blos River (Dicatayan River).  While you’re in the area you should head to Romualdez Beach, a charming pebble beach; and Dimanoc Beach, a nestling ground for turtles.


If you’re looking for something even more off the beaten path, head to Dinapigue

and visit the towering Dibulo Falls. You also might like to visit Palanan, where the first president of the Philippines, General Emilio Aguinaldo, took his last stand against American soldiers. There’s also Digoyo and Diminalno Lake, Sad-sad Falls, Kanasamuan Cave,and the white sand beaches of Dicotcotan and Didadungan.



Red bricks make up Tumauini Church. 











And the San Pablo church which remain as one of the heritage.






And one of the best shoe in Isabela was the BAMBANTI FESTIVAL, reminds every Isabelinos have a great smile that show off to other places.

And here are some of the pictures ; 

















It has a signature noodle dish – Pansit Cabagan



It's not the end because there are also a lot of foods mostly Ilocano foods and I make sure you want it again and again to come back there.





And there is also a white beach here which you can go this coming summer 2014. And it is the Dinapigue Beach of Isabela.


ISABELA was also known as one of the place where beautiful ladies are here. And one of these were Mutya Datul the first Filipina who got the title for Miss Supranational.





20 Things to Start Doing in Your Relationships



1. Free yourself from negative people.

2. Let go of those who are already gone.

3. Give people you don’t know a fair chance.

4. Show everyone kindness and respect.

5. Accept people just the way they are.

6. Encourage others and cheer for them.

7. Be your imperfectly perfect self.

8. Be your imperfectly perfect self. 

9. Do little things every day for others.

10. Pay attention to who your real friends are.

11. Always be loyal.

12. Stay in better touch with people who matter to you.

13. Keep your promises and tell the truth.

14. Give what you want to receive.

15. Say what you mean and mean what you say.

16. Allow others to make their own decisions.

17. Talk a little less, and listen more.

18. Leave petty arguments alone.

19. Ignore unconstructive, or hurtful comments.

20. Pay attention to your relationship with yourself.


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Ano ang mahirap?

Alam mo kung anong mahirap?

Ang hirap magkunwaring malakas
Ang hirap ng may laging pinapatunayan
Ang hirap sabihin na hndi ka gaya ng mga iniisip nila
ang hirap kasi hndi ka nakukuntento sa kung anong meron ka at hndi rin sila nakukuntento sa kung anong meron ka.
Ang hirap kasi hndi ka lang dapat mag stick sa kung anong meron ka ngayon.
Ang hirap kasi, mataas ung expectation nila sayo.
Ang hirap patunayan na kaya mong gawin lahat ng ineexpect nila sayo.
Ang hirap magpanggap na kaya moh pa.
Ang hirap ng laging nagkakamali dahil baka mawawalan na sila ng tiwala sayo.
Ang hirap kasi nag aalinlangan ka.
Ang hirap aminin na ang mga akala mong ikaw ay hndi pala.
Ang hirap dahil ni sarili moh hndi mo kilala.
Ang hirap dahil pati ikaw nawawalan mismo ng tiwala sa kung anong kaya mong gawin.
Ang hirap kasi pati sarili moh inaaway moh na.
Ang hirap magpanggap na matalino rin kahit hndi naman tlaga
Ang hirap ng kinukumpara.
Ang hirap isipin na hndi ka gaya nila
Ang hirap lang isipin na ginagawa moh ba ang mga yan dahil sa gusto moh o dahil kailangan lang tlaga? Na dahil may kailangan kang lang tlgang patunayan? Na dahil malaki ung ineexpect nila mula sayo?.
ang hirap isipin na wala namang ibang taong makakagawa nyan kundi ikaw lang
Ang hirap dahil wala din namang ibang gagawa yan para sakanila.
Ang hirap isipin na ikaw at ikaw lang din ang magkakampi sa huli
Ang hirap malaman na wala ring ibang makakatulong sayong tumayo kundi ang mismong sarili mo.
Ang hirap isipin na hndi ka talaga nila kilala yung totoong pagkatao mo, ung totoong ikaw,
Ang hirap tanggapin na un ang katotohanan.
Ang hirap! ang hirap! ang hirap!... Ayaw ko na! Gusto ko lng ng simple ayaw ko ng alalahanin pa ang mga sinasabi nila hirap na akong magpanggap, ayaw ko ng makipag kompetensya. Ngayon gusto mo parin bang malaman kung ano ang mahirap?
HIRAP NA AKO MAGING SI CHARMAINE NA KILALA NILA...


~emomodeLOL

DON’T WORRY, I WILL FREE YOU WHEN IT’S FINALLY TIME FOR YOU TO GO..”

There’s no easy way to let go of something that I know will never happen again.
But I will face the world around me knowing that I am strong enough to let you go.

I’m aware that you only came into my life for a while,
And that time will come I have to give you up.
Then that’s the end of it, there goes my life..
You left me at the moment that I can’t give you up.

I cry for the memories….
I cry for the pain…
I cry for the times…
I thought I had you.

I know you’re not mine,
But holding on to you have become my way to keep me ALIVE.
Wish you see the tears run from my eyes..
Coz it spells the truth about how I really feels inside.

Don’t worry my tears won’t blame you,
Those are just the words my heart uses to explain,
When even my smiles can’t cover up my pain.

It’s been awhile still I can’t get out from your shadow..
Till this very moment, I’m still trying to pick up those pieces.

Thank you for the love and the pain..
The pain that I’ll always remember..
Even now, my heart still aches in SADNESS..
And SECRET TEARS still flow.

ONE DAY, I can say…

“I’M OVER YOU..”

You are still with me even though you are not on my side.
One Day, I will be able to stand NEXT TO YOU..
Without wanting to hold your hand..
Somewhere down my journey..
I WILL  FALL IN LOVE AGAIN…

I KNOW….
I CAN….


I CAN…

dedicated to all girls

Dedicated to all the Girls... 


This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation..!!

Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis..!!

The girls who wear their hearts on their sleeve..!!

The girls who pray things will workout just once and they’ll be satisfied..!!

The girls who scream and cry into their pillows because the rest of the world fails to listen..!!

The girls who have it hard but don’t let anyone know that..!!

The girls who may never have it easy..!!

The girls who have so many secrets but will never tell a soul..!!

The girls who have regrets and mistakes as a daily moral..!!

The girls who don’t always win,
who may never win..!!

The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy wondering if he’ll ever notice her..!!

The girls who get what they get and don’t throw a fit..!!

The girls who take life as it comes,
hoping it’ll get easier somewhere down the road..!!

The girls who love with all their hearts but always get broken..!!
Dedicated to all the girls.
Never care what other people think about you because
you will be perfect to someone.

Stop worrying about your hair, your eyeliner,
your lips or your nails.

One day you'll find that special person who wont
care about all that and will only want to look
inside your heart.

PAANO BA TALAGA NADEDEVELOP ANG FEELINGS NG ISANG TAO?



Karamihan sa atin ngayon ay nadedevelop nalang and feelings natin para sa mga taong, hinahangaan mo o ung mga tinatawag mong crush!.


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1. KAPAG INAASAR KA NG ISANG TAO. -madalas :tong mangyari diba? ung once na inaasar ka ng isang tao, pag hindi siya nagparamdam sa’yo parang hindi na buo ung araw mo. HINAHANAP-HANAP­ mo yung pang-aasar niya sayo pero hindi mo namamalayan, SIYA NA PALA ANG HINAHANAP MO.

2.KAPAG KAUSAP MO LAGI ANG ISANG TAO. -yung tipong nasanay ka na lagi mo siyang kausap, kakwentuhan hindi lilipas ung isang buong araw na hindi kayo nagkakausap once na hindi mo siya nakausap, parang may KULANG, yung tipong kahit sa phone lang kelangan magkausap kayo para masabi mong buo yung araw mo.

3.KAPAG PAREHO KAYO NG GUSTO/HILIG. -yung parang MUTUAL lahat ng gusto niyo, yung interest niyo sa mga bagay-bagay atleast dun pa lang MUTUAL na kayo diba? At pag nagkwekwentuhan kayo marami kayong na shashare sa isa't-isa kasi yung mga ilang naranasan moh na ay naranasan na rin nya, ung gusto nyang movies ay gusto moh rin, ung mga hobbies nya pag hindi busy sa school ay ginagawa moh din. Ang sarap lang diba?.
  
4. KAPAG NAPAPATAWA KA NIYA. -malaking bagay na napapatawa ka ng isang tao. yung parang pag may problema ka, andiyan siya para pasayahin ka. yung feeling na nakakagaan ng pakiramdam pag nakikita mong nag-eeffort siya mapangiti ka lang niya. Oh dikaya ung binabanatan ka na ng jokes nya atpos di moh namamalayan nakangiti ka nalang din rin tapos wla ka ng magagawa kundi sasabahayan moh na din ang trip nya ang gaan ng feeling.
  
5. BIRUAN/­TUKSUHAN. -e dito naman lahat nag-uumpisa yan e yung tipong “joke” lang daw nung una, tapos sineseryoso niyo na pala ang isa‘t isa. Sabi nga nila mas madaling sabihin ang iyong nararamdaman sa pabirong usapan,

Ngayon, ka nadevelop sa crush o ngayon? ahaaha anyway, pag nakita o naramdaman mo ang mga ilang sa nga nito, isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun, it's either nadedevelop ka or na develope mo sya lalo na ung mahal ninyo ang isa't-isa.

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I’m just a Girl... ♥

I love being called pretty, but I’ll never believe it.
I’m not always right, but hate admitting I’m wrong.
I’m almost always smiling, but it’s not always real.
I can be read like an open book, but hide so much.
I work hard at things, but don’t always get what I deserve.
I love the person so much, but don’t have anyone who really love me as one.

I do try to make some difference, but things not always in my favour.
I do try to forget the bad times, but some pains always be with u till the last breath. 
I don’t want to lose anyone one, but time has taken the one who was very special.
If love growing, then why girls never get the one who stolen their hearts.
If girls sincerely put their hands for making eternity, so why they get most painful time always.


I’m the girl and girls are very soft heart, no matter how strong they look
They deserve Love and its should be come into their lives
Not matter whatever they are.
They never ask who you are
Girls believe in love and they do whatever they can.
I’m the girl and I want a hand in hand to walk toward the end
Get me out from the pain, I deserve your eternity love...

I’m just a girl..... Proud to be a girl...

-Fr.the Diary of Shona

Live life without REGRET


I am sure you have heard the saying “The only things you should regret are the things you didn’t do”, Well, I really relate to this. I have made it my mission to never regret anything that I have done because life is all about learning from your experience and you cannot learn, you cannot grow, you cannot change if you never put yourself out there and try.

Sure I have made some mistakes, at times big ones but had I not made those mistakes I couldn’t have learned from them and had I not made them I wouldn’t know better now. It is a state of mind, a way of thinking but for me it works and I can look back and say oh wow did I really do that, yes I did but look at what I learnt from it so I can look back and be grateful for those mistakes.

On the flip side I keep in mind this thought… if I don’t do it, if I don’t try am I going to regret not doing it, and the chances are I will so I try to let that motivate me and push on rather than letting the fear of doing something hold me back, and to be honest when I was younger I held myself back a lot.


 I was worried what people would think of me, I was concerned what they may say but living a life full of concern and worry for others only made me miserable. I wasn’t living my life for me and let’s get real It's not like I got any thanks from the rest of the world for being “a good girl” so I decided, I made a conscious choice to do what was right for me and made me happy and I’m so glad that I did.



It was the start of becoming my real self. I know what makes me happy or miserable and I choose not to be miserable. Sometimes you have to take a leap of faith in yourself and to hell with the rest of the world. Never regret doing something that makes you happy, deal with the consequences tomorrow because chances are they are never as bad as you expect them to be. You only get one life so LIVE IT.

Gawing physically fit ang inyong 2014




Ayon kay Charmaine Mananggon, isang registered Nutritionist at Dietitian, ang pag-di-diet ay dapat daw angkop sa inyong blood type.

Ang pagkain na tama sa inyong dugo ay nakakatulong raw na makabawas ng timbang=, plus magiging maganda pa ang inyong kalusugan at pangangatawan, heto ang programang CGN o Chrono Geno Nutrition program.



Heto raw ang mga dapat at hindi dapat kainin na swak sa inyong blood type.

TYPE O (origin)- Kumain daw ng baka, fish, vegetables.
pero bawal naman ang dairy product tulad ng cheese at gatas, bawal din ang tinapay at pasta.

TYPE A (Agriculture)- Pwede ang lahat ng gulay, pwede rin ang isda, itlog, soy beans at tofu.
pero bawal ang gatas.

TYPE B (barbaric) Pwede ang meat at dairy products, gulay togue at kangkong.
pero bawal ang wheat bread at pork.

TYPE AB: kung ano ang nasa type A at B ay yun din, pero mainam ang turkey at lamp.

Pero tandaan mga kapuso, kailangan daw balanse ang mga kinakain.

kung gustong pumayat, mainam na kumain ng karne na kasing laki lamang ng apat na posporo.

Magkaruon din ng disiplina sa pagkain nang saganun ay hindi masasayang ang pag-didiet.

Ayon naman sa isang Fitness Instructor na si Coach Brey Quintong ng Golds Gym,ang TIME ang laging dahilan kung bakit hindi nag-eehersisyo.

pero kahit gaaano ka raw ka-busy ay pwede naman itong gawin sa bahay.

tulad na lamang ng paglakad-lakad, at pag eexercise sa loob ng bahay.

Unang-una raw na magkaruon ng inspirasyon at motivation para ang pinapangarap na katawan ay madaling makuha.

ang pag-eexercise sa loob ng 10-15mins. ay malaking bagay na nakababawas ng timbang.

marami nga raw ang paraan ng pagpapapayat, tulad ng pagsasayaw at pagbibisikleta.





"High School friends are Gold"



         

   It’s been three years na hindi kami magkakasama araw-araw ng mga High school friends ko pero until now the friendship is there I mean always there! Nakakatuwa lang na kahit magkakalayo kami, na kahit minsan lang kami mag-usap sa text, chat o tawag e buo parin kami hanggang ngayon.

            Three years are not just that easy when I don’t have them, tipong sabik na sabik ka ng umuwi pag bakasyon, ung tipong Nobyembre palang o di kaya Pebrero palang pero iniisip mo na lahat ng mga pwede kong gawin kasama sila.

            Pagkatapos pag nagkikita na kami, ang sarap lang nung feeling na wala paring nagbago lalo na sa pakikisama sa bawat-isa, nakakamiss naman ooh! Makikita mo lang si Jennifer sa daan sigawan na, oh dikaya pag na tiyempuhan naming dumaan si Laiza sa bahay aba’y sasabunutan ka sabay tawa hahaha! Pagkatapos sa gabing iyon na may bigla-bigla nalang susundo sakin para sa lakad ng barkada. At jan mo palang makikita ang mga nagsisigwapuhan kong kabarkada si Ariel, Jay-ar, Kevinx, Michael minsan meron si Dave, si Clayton, Ronel, Randy at ang boss dawn g lahat si Jay haha.

            Pero siyempre hindi naman magpapatalo ang mga nagagandahan kong kaibigan na babae sa papuyatan anjan na si Laiza at Jennifer na mauutot ka nalang sa kakatawa, si Vanny, si Jessica Salmo, si Lucky na kahit ang layo ng bahay ay nakakapunta padin, si Fatima at marami pang iba, Haynako! Sa dami natin guys hindi ko na kayo makabisado lol! Deeh haha.

            At pag nagsimula na ang kwentuhan lahat nakaabang sa banat na bibitawan ng bawat isa, nariyan ang usapang walang kakwenta-kwenta pero sobrang matatawa ka, nariyan yung palokohan at tanungan tungkol sa kursong kinukuha, nanjan yung pagalingan sa pagsagot ng mga tanong o bugtong na ibabato ng kung sino-sino.

            Nakakamiss naman talaga sila, sila kasi yung mga taong walang pwedeng ilihim, sila yung mga taong lubos na nakakakilala sa tunay na ugali ng bawat-isa at tatanggapin ka nila kahit ano ka man, kahit ano lang ang meron ka, sila yung mga taong hindi ka mahihiyang ipakita ang tunay na ikaw, sila yung aawayin ka, pagsasabihan ka, pero in the end babalik at babalik din sila.

            Sila yung laging umuunawa saking kadramahan, sila yung laging sumasabay sa aking kalokohan, sila yung laging nagpapasakit sa aking tiyan dahil sa puno ng katatawanan.



            High School friends are my gold, sila ang isa sa aking kayamanan. At wala ni sino man ang makakagiba sa amin, wala ng hihigit pa sa sayang dulot ng bawat-isa dahil “walang araw na hindi Masaya lalo na pag sila ang kasama!” dahil kami ang tropa na puro pasaway man, walang kasing Astig naman. J

“I miss you, no I won’t but... Yes I do miss you."

“I miss you, no I won’t but... Yes I do miss you."

There are times when you missed someone who left you before.
There are times you missed the person even when you know he hurt you before.
There are times when you want back that person you know before.
 There are times you want now the same old things as what you had before,
There are times when your mind and heart was fighting because your heart can’t accept what your minds know.
There are times when you tell yourself you’re move on and you’ve ready again but no it’s not.
There are times when you feel like every things change but your feeling for him remains the same.
There are times when you say you don’t want to remember anything about him, everything about you and him, but when you are alone you, the whole things surrounds you will be part of your memories with him.
There are times when you feel like you’re ready again to be with someone else but unexpectedly you will reject that person in front of you without any reasons.
Why our mind has the power to bring back the memories but doesn't have the power to go back on the same situation just to do the right thing for the second time?
There are times when you repeatedly asked yourself, why you can’t go on and try to explore new things without him?
There are times when your heart says you miss him but the one says no, you don’t,
There are times when your heart says you still like him you still love him but the one say no!
There are times when you are lying with your heart and sometimes with your heart.
Because there are so many time that you miss him, yes! Don’t lie to yourself coz you really do miss him.
And it's not wrong to miss the person you had before. It’s just a proof that you’re a good person in a way that you still care for them even if they left you broken.